Monday, September 20, 2004

Fallacious Beginnings

Malcolm stood, hunched in the merciless wind. Yet again, he had killed. Yet again, he feels the pain of losing one's kin. But he can't stop, not when he's started, its like a rollercoaster ride gone wild. Pain they inflicted on him, he shall inflict on them. The pain he endured when he saw his family dying by his eyes, the pain he felt when the bullet buried itself deep into his tender flesh. It was all years back then. They failed to kill him. Now was his turn for vengeance.

Malcolm didn't feel the euphoria of repaying the blood-debt. What he felt didn't make Malcolm feel as great as he thought he would feel. Instead, he felt pain. He wept inside for those he had killed. But that was all necessary. He had hunted down, and slew his murderer's offsprings, every single one of them. The only debt left to be settled, was with Jared.

Malcolm remembered the day he'd first gotten his automatic pistol, after passing his firearms test. It felt familiar, the gun. It felt as if the gun was meant to be in his palm. It transformed him into a killing machine. Then, he sought for the identities of his family's murderers. And vowed to hunt them down, even their descendants.

Turning back to the task at hand, Malcolm headed into the master bedroom. The old man was lying feebly on the bed. Malcolm cocked the safety off his pistol. In a few seconds, all would be over...

"Boom!" the bullet ricocheted off the wall, making only a crack in the wall. "Don't touch my dad!" The words reverberated within the walls of Malcolm's mind. His shot had misfired thanks to the timely leap of a young boy. Though small in stature, Malcolm recognised the sense of purpose in his eyes as the boy sought to protect his family. Instantly, he remembered the time so long ago, when he did the same. "Don't kill my dad!" the boy repeated, this time, pleading. The words shocked Malcolm. So long ago, he'd said the same words. So long ago, they were ignored.
Nevertheless, he was startled by the reverie of time long past. "Tell me, boy, how old are you?", Malcolm said, turning toward the boy.

"...Seven, but i'll act like... like... a seventy if you touch a hair of my dad!", the boy's cheeks instantly flushed when he realized his slip of tongue. He'd not been pleased at showing disarray in front of his enemy.

"Alright...," the atmosphere was too much like that of his childhood. Malcolm could not bear to continue his senseless massacre. 'Senseless, hah, a massacre I never thought senseless, till now. Too late to bring back the dead, but early to stay my hand,' he thought. Turning toward the door, Malcolm said,"Go to your dad, tell him the feud ends here."

As Malcolm edged towards the door, he wondered how he did not know of another son of Jared. Suddenly, a shot rang in the air. Malcolm clasped his stomach. "Dad taught me to kill whoever stands in my way. You tried to kill dad. You shall die." Malcolm shook his head. 'No, that is not Jared's biological son. That, is an abomination.' he thought. The boy couldn't recognise Malcolm, but Malcolm could now. It was all in the files. Cloning assassins. Malcolm knew now why he did not die. He was not meant to die. He was made to hate, to test his killing capacity. He'd passed the test. He was no longer needed. Now was the time of his demise. He could be easily replaced, the boy behind him proved so. The once-feeble Jared came striding out of the room. Hatred filled Malcolm yet again.

As the wisps of his conciousness seeped into the nether planes, Malcolm pushed a tiny trigger. He had everything prepared. He always did. And if he was to go down, they all should go down with him. A blast erupted from within the backpack Malcolm carried, ripped him asunder, along with the rest of the house. Once sturdy columns became twisted rubble. As the smoke cleared, a phantasmal voice whispered to the wind,"Go to hell bastard, you deserved this."

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Sometimes It's Better To Leave

Scars adorned Willie's body. For the umpteenth time, his mother had hit him, and poured scalding-hot water all over his body, as punishment for the perfect score he did not get. "I want a 100% for each and every subject! No less than that!" His mother had threatened. And when he didn't he had gotten hell from her. First came the belt, then the water. 'What else is to come?' Willie thought. He did not cry at each of his "punishments". No, he had no need for tears.
'Why weep when I have done my best? This is my life, and I live for myself,' he thought.

Willie got up and started to clean himself up. ‘One day, when I make my mark, I won’t ever let you look down on me again, ever,’ he thought. Suddenly, the door creaked opened, and Lisa walked in. “You must understand, Willie, that I hit you only for your own good,” she told her son. “Look at that wastrel of a dad you had. He left us just as he found a rich lady to woo.” Then, she started to laugh. “I’m glad he didn’t get a chance to marry her. He didn’t deserve it. We mustn’t let him look down on us. You have to take revenge. Come, give me a hug, Mom won’t ever blame you if you get 100 marks for all your subjects the next exam.”

“So, it’s all because of the feud between you and the Dad I never knew?” Willie screamed, enraged. “You’d compromise my happiness and dreams to achieve your ultimate revenge?! NEVER!” Willie stood stock still, unwilling to go forward and embrace his mother.

“You ingrate! I raised you, fed you, clothed you and here you say you don’t want to listen to your own mother?!” Lisa screeched. “I knew I should never have bore you, you worthless creep. You’re all the same, men, all ingrates!” She stormed out of the room.

“Yeah! Get out! Get out of my life. You want revenge? Go do it on your own!” with that, Willie ran and packed his belongings. ‘Witch, tyrant…’ he cursed in his mind. Willie walked out of his room, taking only his clothes and the little bit of money he had on him. As he turned the doorknob of what was once his house, he swore never to turn back again.

‘I’ll build a life of my own from now on. If I die, it’ll be of my own doing, not yours. My life is not meant to be spent as a puppet.’ Willie thought.

As Willie left the vicinity of his neighbourhood, a whisper from the wind breathed, “That’s right my boy, leave your mother, or she’ll kill you like she did to me. I’m sorry I couldn’t watch you grow.” His late father had spoken.